Saturday, July 11, 2009
My First...(part 2)
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4) Handphone
This must be my funniest memory of all. Cos it all started with a bet with my dad. He bet that IF I scored 4A's in my SPM, he would definately give up smoking this time. I accepted the challenged, and did whatever I could for the exam. When the results were out, I actually got 4A's (bet he didn't see that coming, he probably was counting his luck that I'd scored maybe 1-2 A short), but my dad kinda swapped something even better for me instead. hhehe....so that's how I got my first nokia handphone.
5) Sushi & Sake
Thanks to my brother who first introduced me to sushi some 13 yrs back *I think (back then there was only SushiKing). So now, I'm very much hooked with sushi...kinda addicted to it (if only I could eat as much as I could, buffet's all you can eat might sound nice) Cheap & good salmon sushi's my fav !! (Sushi anyone? Arigato Gozaimazu!) As for my first Sake drink, it was during one of my birthday. My first impression was, it tastes like "banana + vanila" essence thingy... (weird)
6) Driving & Getting Lost
My first time driving alone, just after I got my driving license, and I ended up lost god-knows-where, didn't know how to get back home just because I took a wrong turn. Luckily, Penang is an island, so it's safe to go round and round and round...as long as I don't cross the bridge. Anyway, lucky for me, there was an event of muhibbah function going on, saw some policemen diverting traffic, managed to ask them the way back. Thank my lucky stars too that I was wise enough to fill up my car with petrol before embarking on this "dangerous" journey. It was getting kinda late and dark too.
Oh yea, first time driving at NIGHT too, while getting LOST. First thing I did coming back home, prayed to "Kuan Yin" and cried, thanking her for guiding me back home safely. This is also partly why I never want to drive alone, especially to ulu & alien known places to me. (I'm also a directionless prawn head with totally no sense of direction at all. A compass is of no use to me either...go figure)
4) Handphone
This must be my funniest memory of all. Cos it all started with a bet with my dad. He bet that IF I scored 4A's in my SPM, he would definately give up smoking this time. I accepted the challenged, and did whatever I could for the exam. When the results were out, I actually got 4A's (bet he didn't see that coming, he probably was counting his luck that I'd scored maybe 1-2 A short), but my dad kinda swapped something even better for me instead. hhehe....so that's how I got my first nokia handphone.
5) Sushi & Sake
Thanks to my brother who first introduced me to sushi some 13 yrs back *I think (back then there was only SushiKing). So now, I'm very much hooked with sushi...kinda addicted to it (if only I could eat as much as I could, buffet's all you can eat might sound nice) Cheap & good salmon sushi's my fav !! (Sushi anyone? Arigato Gozaimazu!) As for my first Sake drink, it was during one of my birthday. My first impression was, it tastes like "banana + vanila" essence thingy... (weird)
6) Driving & Getting Lost
My first time driving alone, just after I got my driving license, and I ended up lost god-knows-where, didn't know how to get back home just because I took a wrong turn. Luckily, Penang is an island, so it's safe to go round and round and round...as long as I don't cross the bridge. Anyway, lucky for me, there was an event of muhibbah function going on, saw some policemen diverting traffic, managed to ask them the way back. Thank my lucky stars too that I was wise enough to fill up my car with petrol before embarking on this "dangerous" journey. It was getting kinda late and dark too.
Oh yea, first time driving at NIGHT too, while getting LOST. First thing I did coming back home, prayed to "Kuan Yin" and cried, thanking her for guiding me back home safely. This is also partly why I never want to drive alone, especially to ulu & alien known places to me. (I'm also a directionless prawn head with totally no sense of direction at all. A compass is of no use to me either...go figure)
Friday, July 10, 2009
My First...(part 1)
No. Not talking nor discussing anything about my sex life or first kiss or first relationships stuffs. It's going to be another "boring" post... (accept the fact)
So, my first "experiences" or encounters of sorts... (whatever I can still remember)
1) Bike accident
Happened sometime around form 4, around CNY. Thought my life would end right there & then. But luckily there was no traffic at the time of accident. I panicked and braked too hard when a car swerved right out, causing the brakes to jam and skidded. To my surprise, it was painless when I hit the ground and skidded, the pain and side effects only kicked in when I got up and tried to move...and also during the whole recovery period. My whole mind totally shut off and went blanked. When the first thought popped up, it was me feeling very guilty for being careless and thought my parents would've killed me for it. I never got the chance to participate in school sports for the final time during my final year in school.
2) Car accident
I was a back seat passenger, while my mum was driving. We were heading back to Penang from KL with an uncle of mine. It was pouring heavily, a car had already crashed and stopped in the middle of the highway. My mom tried to avoid it, but because there were probably oil spills, the car couldn't stop, the brake jammed, and the car just kept moving forward. Luckily it didn't spin uncontrollably, we would've been goners. And even luckier cos we skidded along the road dividers, rammed right behind an old model proton saga with very sturdy bumper. Wasn't even a scratch on that thing, but it made the front of our car crushed.
3) Leaving Home
Right after SPM and just the start of the holidays, I decided to pursue my "dream" studies in communication design in KL. I finally left my home in Penang of 18 years, to live on my own, being "semi" independant. (financially still funded by parents) It was a bit weird at first, living on my own, meeting new friends, housemates, new environment. But with some good friends/people accompanying me that time, I felt better.
So, my first "experiences" or encounters of sorts... (whatever I can still remember)
1) Bike accident
Happened sometime around form 4, around CNY. Thought my life would end right there & then. But luckily there was no traffic at the time of accident. I panicked and braked too hard when a car swerved right out, causing the brakes to jam and skidded. To my surprise, it was painless when I hit the ground and skidded, the pain and side effects only kicked in when I got up and tried to move...and also during the whole recovery period. My whole mind totally shut off and went blanked. When the first thought popped up, it was me feeling very guilty for being careless and thought my parents would've killed me for it. I never got the chance to participate in school sports for the final time during my final year in school.
2) Car accident
I was a back seat passenger, while my mum was driving. We were heading back to Penang from KL with an uncle of mine. It was pouring heavily, a car had already crashed and stopped in the middle of the highway. My mom tried to avoid it, but because there were probably oil spills, the car couldn't stop, the brake jammed, and the car just kept moving forward. Luckily it didn't spin uncontrollably, we would've been goners. And even luckier cos we skidded along the road dividers, rammed right behind an old model proton saga with very sturdy bumper. Wasn't even a scratch on that thing, but it made the front of our car crushed.
3) Leaving Home
Right after SPM and just the start of the holidays, I decided to pursue my "dream" studies in communication design in KL. I finally left my home in Penang of 18 years, to live on my own, being "semi" independant. (financially still funded by parents) It was a bit weird at first, living on my own, meeting new friends, housemates, new environment. But with some good friends/people accompanying me that time, I felt better.
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Why People Should Stay Calm
I've had my own fair share of "not-so-nice" situations. Whenever it happens, it doesn't feel pleasant. It's hard, it's nasty, it's disturbing...
When Anger Boils
Feels like your whole body shakes or shivers non-stop, breathing heavily, feels tense, mind & head feeling heavy, your blood vessels feels like exploding, wanting to shout it out and venting that anger right out. It's pressuring, and potential migraine happening, sudden surge & burst of energy, but drains all out very fast. The words spoken can be unkind and forceful (and definately ones that hasn't been filtered by the brain) You'll regret ever uttering them, feeling guilty once you've realized that mistake.
Deep Sadness of Betrayal
Suddenly finding out the ugliest of truths when everything just seemed fine, immediately brings your spirits down, makes your heart sink, and mentally drained. You wonder what went wrong, why it happened or is happening, blaming yourself or the other(s). Blaming ourselves over it tends to lead to depression and possibly suicidal feelings. The thought of losing everything, and a life no longer worth living nor striving for. One of the most powerful and dangerous feelings of all if not well managed.
Cries of Sadness
The tears just can't stop flowing, the feelings keeps on swelling up, you choke and cough in between sobs to catch some air, but just doesn't work. Hyperventilating, heart pounding tremendously, sweating cold sweats, you feel like you're turning blue and could faint at anytime.
I don't have the ultimate solution, but it would probably be better and safer to have a motivational and supportive group or individual to be there for us in time of need. A better emotional management is in need. Seriously take into consideration and not allow it to happen again and again.
So, stay calm. *chanting chanting*
When Anger Boils
Feels like your whole body shakes or shivers non-stop, breathing heavily, feels tense, mind & head feeling heavy, your blood vessels feels like exploding, wanting to shout it out and venting that anger right out. It's pressuring, and potential migraine happening, sudden surge & burst of energy, but drains all out very fast. The words spoken can be unkind and forceful (and definately ones that hasn't been filtered by the brain) You'll regret ever uttering them, feeling guilty once you've realized that mistake.
Deep Sadness of Betrayal
Suddenly finding out the ugliest of truths when everything just seemed fine, immediately brings your spirits down, makes your heart sink, and mentally drained. You wonder what went wrong, why it happened or is happening, blaming yourself or the other(s). Blaming ourselves over it tends to lead to depression and possibly suicidal feelings. The thought of losing everything, and a life no longer worth living nor striving for. One of the most powerful and dangerous feelings of all if not well managed.
Cries of Sadness
The tears just can't stop flowing, the feelings keeps on swelling up, you choke and cough in between sobs to catch some air, but just doesn't work. Hyperventilating, heart pounding tremendously, sweating cold sweats, you feel like you're turning blue and could faint at anytime.
I don't have the ultimate solution, but it would probably be better and safer to have a motivational and supportive group or individual to be there for us in time of need. A better emotional management is in need. Seriously take into consideration and not allow it to happen again and again.
So, stay calm. *chanting chanting*
Why I Shouldn't Nap During Hot Days
I've never been a fan of "afternoon naps", but sometimes if I'm really tired, I do try to have one. Maybe say 10-15 mins ?
But all these while, my experiences were not so pleasant. (there goes my pleasant dreams...day dreaming got lah!) They say that naps should "refresh" you and all those stuffs, but for me, it just gives me a headache and potential migraine... *bleh*
So eventually, most of the time, I would just hang in there throughout the day, and do my sleeping at night. If I did successfully napped during the afternoons, I wouldn't be able to sleep early at all at night... (there goes another good night's sleep and sweet dreams) *double bleh*
Lesson for myself: just sleep early lah!~~ (as if) hahaha....
But all these while, my experiences were not so pleasant. (there goes my pleasant dreams...day dreaming got lah!) They say that naps should "refresh" you and all those stuffs, but for me, it just gives me a headache and potential migraine... *bleh*
So eventually, most of the time, I would just hang in there throughout the day, and do my sleeping at night. If I did successfully napped during the afternoons, I wouldn't be able to sleep early at all at night... (there goes another good night's sleep and sweet dreams) *double bleh*
Lesson for myself: just sleep early lah!~~ (as if) hahaha....
Monday, July 06, 2009
Shopping Here I Come
Ok, have went ahead with a little bit of shopping anyway. Despite the lack of "substance".
I'm so into C.Union brand at the moment. It just so happens that I quite like the designs (vintage design styles printed on their apparels), the sizes & cuttings fits me (I especially like the V-necks), and their assorted colour range & combinations (at least it's acceptable & quite pleasant) some are really bold, but overall, it's nice!
I hope they maintained and improve their designs and quality though. Otherwise I would need to keep changing brands and finding alternatives every other shopping.
I'm so into C.Union brand at the moment. It just so happens that I quite like the designs (vintage design styles printed on their apparels), the sizes & cuttings fits me (I especially like the V-necks), and their assorted colour range & combinations (at least it's acceptable & quite pleasant) some are really bold, but overall, it's nice!
I hope they maintained and improve their designs and quality though. Otherwise I would need to keep changing brands and finding alternatives every other shopping.
Shop-A-Holic
I have a sudden urge to refill my closet with more clothes now.
It is also possibly because it's the Mega Sale, so everything is definately affordable and reasonable. And also a fact, I don't know where the maids have put away some of my nice clothes and forgotten where they've put it. (meaning it's lost somewhere) I definately would need to replace with new ones pretty soon anyway.
But before I even do, I've already used up my quota on my kids. Kids clothes aren't exactly cheap. The only reason why spending is necessary (and inevitable) because they look cute & pretty in almost anything (especially if its girls) and being girls, all also want to be cute & pretty. They choose their own clothes, fashion, even shoes... (except for sizes)
The most important reason is definately because, they grow up so fast and so big. As they grow up, they tend to become even more picky on their choices and fashion. (kids also have fashion taste too you know)
Hmm...Kids fashion show anyone ? LOLz
It is also possibly because it's the Mega Sale, so everything is definately affordable and reasonable. And also a fact, I don't know where the maids have put away some of my nice clothes and forgotten where they've put it. (meaning it's lost somewhere) I definately would need to replace with new ones pretty soon anyway.
But before I even do, I've already used up my quota on my kids. Kids clothes aren't exactly cheap. The only reason why spending is necessary (and inevitable) because they look cute & pretty in almost anything (especially if its girls) and being girls, all also want to be cute & pretty. They choose their own clothes, fashion, even shoes... (except for sizes)
The most important reason is definately because, they grow up so fast and so big. As they grow up, they tend to become even more picky on their choices and fashion. (kids also have fashion taste too you know)
Hmm...Kids fashion show anyone ? LOLz
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Volunteer Works
What better way to spend time & meeting people, being a volunteer, doing volunteer works.
To feel good about oneself, doesn't necesarrily derives from receiving something, but rather, to share and give something away. It doesn't also have to be physical goods, unless it's something one really needs.
Spending time with the underpriviledged, the less fortunate, special people, or people who needs help, etc. Whichever that comes to mind, or one that we feel strongly for. We try to do whatever we can and to offer ourselves & our services unconditionally.
It also serves as a reminder to oneself that, when we think we're not doing so good, there are others who have it even worse. We should feel fortunate and blessed with whatever we already have.
I think it would be a good lesson to expose young kids. To try and understand, appreciate themselves even better. Kids these days are really smart, but some tend to take things for granted too much. A good & meaningful exposure should do the trick.
To feel good about oneself, doesn't necesarrily derives from receiving something, but rather, to share and give something away. It doesn't also have to be physical goods, unless it's something one really needs.
Spending time with the underpriviledged, the less fortunate, special people, or people who needs help, etc. Whichever that comes to mind, or one that we feel strongly for. We try to do whatever we can and to offer ourselves & our services unconditionally.
It also serves as a reminder to oneself that, when we think we're not doing so good, there are others who have it even worse. We should feel fortunate and blessed with whatever we already have.
I think it would be a good lesson to expose young kids. To try and understand, appreciate themselves even better. Kids these days are really smart, but some tend to take things for granted too much. A good & meaningful exposure should do the trick.
Low On Energy
I'm getting old...that's a fact
I do feel older, and definately very out of shape. To make things worse, weather isn't helping me feel good about myself.
It's been some tiring days, restless & sleepless nights. It's so hot, it practically feels like a natural sauna. I hope I don't get dehydrated though.
Need to keep watch on what to eat too. Don't want to get myself KO-ed. (but some things are just too tempting) *resist*
Reminds me on how much I miss my Sushi... *sob sob* wonder when can I go eat it again.
I do feel older, and definately very out of shape. To make things worse, weather isn't helping me feel good about myself.
It's been some tiring days, restless & sleepless nights. It's so hot, it practically feels like a natural sauna. I hope I don't get dehydrated though.
Need to keep watch on what to eat too. Don't want to get myself KO-ed. (but some things are just too tempting) *resist*
Reminds me on how much I miss my Sushi... *sob sob* wonder when can I go eat it again.
Friday, July 03, 2009
Hot Fried Brains
Things are starting to heat up...
Night time seems to be somewhat cooling though. But come day time, it is terribly hot.
Brain's not working, can't think of anything properly, not to mention doing work...concentrations just all off. *focus...focus....focus*
There are times when I wished the whole house was air-conditioned. But unfortunately not. And it's not always a good idea too. Cos once you come out from that cool refreshed aircond room out to "reality", heat wave hits back at you more times than you could ever imagine. Sudden and instant massive heat overwhelming you. *headache*
There isn't the slightest wind as well. And most of the time, while looking afar, I would see a mirage on the roads. That already shows how hot is hot really is.
Wished there were massive huge trees like canopies around...or sprinklers all around the house spraying to cool the house down.
Please cool down soon weather...
Night time seems to be somewhat cooling though. But come day time, it is terribly hot.
Brain's not working, can't think of anything properly, not to mention doing work...concentrations just all off. *focus...focus....focus*
There are times when I wished the whole house was air-conditioned. But unfortunately not. And it's not always a good idea too. Cos once you come out from that cool refreshed aircond room out to "reality", heat wave hits back at you more times than you could ever imagine. Sudden and instant massive heat overwhelming you. *headache*
There isn't the slightest wind as well. And most of the time, while looking afar, I would see a mirage on the roads. That already shows how hot is hot really is.
Wished there were massive huge trees like canopies around...or sprinklers all around the house spraying to cool the house down.
Please cool down soon weather...
Thursday, July 02, 2009
When Hot Is Just Too Hot
Sun sun, go away, hide away behind some clouds today...
If there's any clouds for it to hide that is. Sky looks pretty clear these days. Almost too clear. Clouds are as white as...snow? The sun rays practically shines right through the clouds, illuminating it's fiery blazing rays all across the land...er...island too.
That's why such weather leads to a whole lot of other complications. Too hot, makes the whole body sweat, sweating leads to dehydration, dehydration leads to people becoming blur, blur leads people to want to faint, fainting leads to .... (the list goes on and on...)
This is also the time when I hate my 10 + 10 mins daily walks...*sigh* more skin changing tones (Chameleon kah?) LOLz
But it'll be good for my growing plants though. The sun light will definately make them grow faster and healthy. It's definately going to be a nice experience to see plants grow and flowers blooming. How long will it take...hmmm...
If there's any clouds for it to hide that is. Sky looks pretty clear these days. Almost too clear. Clouds are as white as...snow? The sun rays practically shines right through the clouds, illuminating it's fiery blazing rays all across the land...er...island too.
That's why such weather leads to a whole lot of other complications. Too hot, makes the whole body sweat, sweating leads to dehydration, dehydration leads to people becoming blur, blur leads people to want to faint, fainting leads to .... (the list goes on and on...)
This is also the time when I hate my 10 + 10 mins daily walks...*sigh* more skin changing tones (Chameleon kah?) LOLz
But it'll be good for my growing plants though. The sun light will definately make them grow faster and healthy. It's definately going to be a nice experience to see plants grow and flowers blooming. How long will it take...hmmm...
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Need For Speed
Yea, talking about my driving.
I personally would rather drive a manual car than an auto any time, any day. (even if it kills my legs during traffic jams)
Based on my own personal driving experience, or preference, manual provides a sense of control, controlling the speed by choice of gears, better pick-up, etc. (but of course I don't simply speed over the limits lah...)
Why I would rather drive and have the urge and hunger for speed ? Weird excuse but...it's because I'm prone to motion sickness when being a passenger. LOLz. Yups, I am fated not to be a passenger, to just sit back and relax being driven around. *sigh*
Seriously, not even the shortest distance. Whenever the car moves, stops, takes a turn, goes over bumps, any swaying, goes up parking ramps, bumpy roads, etc....I'm a goner. *praying extra hard for dear life* hehehe...
That's why I don't really like taking buses. LRT's, trains are the worst (from my long ago experience) Boats, ferries, I'm not quite sure cos rarely travel on them. Planes, well...only feel annoyed with the air pressure, ear pain, and the few failed attempts to swallow hard...but still, motion sickness kicks in once in awhile.
I personally would rather drive a manual car than an auto any time, any day. (even if it kills my legs during traffic jams)
Based on my own personal driving experience, or preference, manual provides a sense of control, controlling the speed by choice of gears, better pick-up, etc. (but of course I don't simply speed over the limits lah...)
Why I would rather drive and have the urge and hunger for speed ? Weird excuse but...it's because I'm prone to motion sickness when being a passenger. LOLz. Yups, I am fated not to be a passenger, to just sit back and relax being driven around. *sigh*
Seriously, not even the shortest distance. Whenever the car moves, stops, takes a turn, goes over bumps, any swaying, goes up parking ramps, bumpy roads, etc....I'm a goner. *praying extra hard for dear life* hehehe...
That's why I don't really like taking buses. LRT's, trains are the worst (from my long ago experience) Boats, ferries, I'm not quite sure cos rarely travel on them. Planes, well...only feel annoyed with the air pressure, ear pain, and the few failed attempts to swallow hard...but still, motion sickness kicks in once in awhile.
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