Just Not In The Mood...

I'm not in the mood for funny jokes, practical jokes, nor any funny businesses. Neither am I in the mood to take in any inconsiderate and unreasonable requests at other people's own convenience or likings.

There are more other important matters and priorities for me to focus on at the moment.

Times like these, jerks and idiots, pls stay far far FAR away from me. Better think THRICE before talking, and be more considerate and understanding towards people's situations. Most importantly, do not ASS+U+ME!!

I dislike plans to be disrupted and to be cancelled at the last minute. Not that I'm not flexible about it personally, provided if it only involves me alone. But the thing is, it is not just me alone. When matters involves more than 1 person, lots of things need to be put into consideration.

I dislike breaking promises either. That is why, I do not PROMISE anything. Too much damage control involved if things go down badly. Physically and mentally torturing...

I've Been Loved

I've been loved in many ways by many people, whom I've known, met, or just come across, whether directly or indirectly. That's what I believe. No matter how small or how little it might mean, how long it lasted or even just a brief moment, it still has a significant impact in my life.

All types of love exist. Whether one can accept it or not, is another matter. Everybody ( I believe ) longs for love, to be loved, and to love another in return.

A child yearning for parental love,
Parent's loving their child(s) unconditionally,
Partner's devoted love,
Family & relative's caring love,
Friendship's love,
and others, here and there...

I feel grateful, happy and lucky, to have been loved, to be loved, & still being loved.

I personally feel, LOVE makes one grow, feels strong (emotionally), confident, passionate, & a sense of security and belonging. When you feel that you're not alone, you'll be able to do amazing things in your life.

What happens when a love has been scarred? I don't have an ultimate answer to that. But I guess it's times like these, it would be best to move on with ones own life.

All types of love are all around us. Don't stop loving.

My CNY & Valentines

First of all, Happy Roaring New Year & a Lovely Valentines to everyone (belated Valentines that is). But who's counting, everyday can be Valentines if one wants it to be.


I managed to spend my CNY eve night / CNY morning a little differently this year. I've never really been out of the house much previous years (actually, almost never out from the house..literally) This year however, managed to look see at some pretty sights and a different experience.


Visited the Penang Buddhist Association temple, lotsa bright lights, praying and stuffs. The beautification of the temple looks amazing. Much different from what I remembered (some 12-13 yrs ago. The buddha tree looks as big and tall as ever. I quite like the leaves, cos of its shape and appearance. And one particular tree which my friend showed me, actually had a "face" on it, the branches stretched out, bench like for ppl to sit on type. When I first looked at it, it kinda looked weird with the face, but after that, I think the face gradually kinda looked like it was smiling. (imagination / mirage ?)


After that, went to another small like temple (house converted cum temple), they were having the lion / dragon dance performances. The drum beat kinda made my heart beat even more (LOL! chi kek-ness...but a bit too much for me to bear. Was kinda tiring) Have been a long time since I've last watched performances up close.


Along the way, people were playing with fireworks. Shot after shot of colourful fireworks lit up the night sky. (Goes to show how rare I've looked out of my own window to see such things)

Anyway, it's been a fun & pleasant experience CNY for me this year so far. Hopefully more good stuffs to come. *Rawwwr* LOL!